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Dear Me,

There’s a lot of things I can change about myself, I’m totally completely insecure, and I feel really out of place. I wish I could find a way to get out of this mess, like just do anything to be happy again, at least the least bit. just a short time ago, I felt amazing, like I was flying, then I hit the ground, but even harder than when I crashed before. But the darkness though, it’s kinda taken over in a sense, like, what would it feel like to be happy? The sadness is like an addiction, who would I be without it? It’s just a part of me now, and that’s who I am. I can totally play it off like nothing’s wrong in public, but isn’t anybody noticing that just maybe I look a little down? No. I’m invisible, no one notices an outcast like me while they’re all too wrapped up in their own good time. I just wanna let the light back in, but I’m hoping I can pull the shit out of me, and do what I oughta.